5.2.09

Feeling a little defeated but not giving in....

Yeh. So I am 166lbs on the scale right now. Which is all false weight change anyway. But my obsessive mind has required me to come here and post it anyhow.

I ended up eating an egg, a piece of apple pie and half a bagel today.
Not fasting like I had planned.
Oh, and a glass of greens+ which I wanted to use for my fast. It's this stuff with all sorts of herbs and a base of wheatgrass basically. I dunno if they have it in just Canada and the USA or who's heard of it/used it. But you'll be hearing about it a lot on my blog because I plan to do fasts with just greens+ for sustanence and detoxification purposes. Actually the variety that I have right now is called "Daily Detox" and I think it will be great for doing a 10 day fast.

I have to take this seriously and start now, because I am very upset with my body/self/weight and sick of letting it go. It IS GOING TO CHANGE this time.
Anyhow. Thanks, everyone for reading, and your comments....

I think I'll leave it at this for tonight, unless I think of anything I want to come back and post haha...
G'night friends!


EDIT: You can all quote me on this later and make sure I follow through. When I lose weight and take new body shots, I will compile them and have before and after shots put together in one post then.
I personally love seeing other people's before and after shots. It is very inspiring and encouraging. And btw, if anyone has any or knows of good sites with lots of weight loss before/after shots, do share!

5 comments:

  1. I love before and afters too. I'd post some of the way my face has changed alongside my weight, but I kind of want to remain anon, cause you know. Could do some damage to my meness if someone local were to find me out.

    BTW I am from canada too =D.

    And good luck on everything.

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  2. I also noticed that while I was skinny and all ana, I didn't take many photos because I hated the way I looked...you know? So now I have not many photos to really look back on and stuff for motivation. How stupid of me.

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  3. I hope your fast goes well!!
    Before and after shots are great. I'll be puting some up when i hit my first goal weight.

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  4. I'm gonna let the pie slide this time, but next post I'd better be reading about how great your fast is going!

    I'm doing a detox tomorrow, and then a short two day cigarette-water fast saturday/sunday so feel free to hold me accountable as well

    I would wish you luck, but you got this:]

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  5. Yeah, my mom walks in with a huge apple pie tonight and ...omg...
    Like wtf that hasn't happened since Thanksgiving/Christmas, shit like that. It made no sense. It was evil forces trying to mess with me, seriously....haha...

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