These body shots are so heavy, they'll probably bring the whole internet down!!!!!!!!!
Bleh.
Okay, so I was more thorough this time, and did a front and a back.
I have scoliosis and it's particularly irritated and stuff today, so I look very lopsided.
Another reason I am probably never going to look right or good in my entire life. But whatever, I'll do the best I can and then die young, or something....
Seriously, I just look gross and terrible. This BETTER be some serious hardcore water rentention or something. Really. I will freak if it's not. I've had enough....
you are so brave!
ReplyDeletei've seen alot of you posting body shots this past few weeks, and i just cant bring myself to do it.
i worry about someone i know finding my blog... but i know the odds on that are next to none!
Wow, I agree, very brave! but i have to admit, you do not look 167lbs at all.
ReplyDeleteAhhhhh.....see part of it is just this whole self-punishment. In the last years, in protest to the eating disorder having brought me to where it once brought me, I really almost brainwashed myself to stop looking at myself and caring what I looked like. OK its really hard to explain but whatever. And actually posting them up here makes me imagine what if I saw those pictures on somebody else's site, and they were somebody else's body shots? Would I be envious? Would I be repulsed? And somehow posting them here makes me more objective. I really don't understand why it's so effective. But it is slightly upsetting too lol. Naturally, since I'm not my goal weight...haha
ReplyDeleteAnd it's not the most brave thing to do, lots of girls on here post their face, and plenty of details about their lives and friends. I don't know how I could do that, I am such an incredibly private person usually, I guess. But THAT is brave imo haha....
Ugh why do I feel the need to ramble on so much
Wow. You are like. My twin. I AM NOT JOKING I LOOK LIKE THAT NAKED TOO, EXACTLT LIKE THAT! I was thinking WHERE DID SHE STEAL THOSE FROM! Srsly.
ReplyDeleteMaaan the thing I hate the most is the fat handles under the bra. It always looks WEIRD in shirts, and mine are SO BAD and stupid UGHH I want them to die. Seriously.
But I'm seriously amazed that we are so similar. In so many ways.