6.2.09

I fasted successfully today. I don't feel too bad or hungry or anything....
My weight is 165....no change, or is that a half a pound UP? Bleh, I am done caring until I've been at this a bit more.

I'm soooooooooo tired lol....
So that is all I am going to post for now. :)

3 comments:

  1. Congrats on your successful fast!

    Laxatives definitely don't do anything to effect your weight (weight meaning fat), it just removes waste and water. So the number on the scale may go down, but its not like fat magically melted away. Unfortunately.

    However, I must admit it does feel good to feel empty.

    I know this may sound hypocritical, but if you don't use them already, I wouldn't recommend getting started. I've basically become physically dependent on laxatives/colace to get anything through my system because I've messed it up so much. And the sudden urges to go-- those SUCK!

    Be well!

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  2. hey you!

    i am glad I blog about what I do. i cant explain this to anyone I know without being judged and hospitalized but I have to express it somehow and get "advice" about behaving and erring on the side of caution. thank you for what your wrote, and I'll will remember that the next time I decide to okay a binge because I have this new option, as your brilliantly put it, available to me. what's more, I burdening you with worry and I so what to lift that heavy weight off your shoulders...but all I can offer instead are vocal assurances. I'll be careful...I live with my parents and my mom is privy to my every move in this house. Thin walls.

    That, and I just can't "let myself go" anymore. I've been in circles for the last 5-6 years and only in the last year have I successfully not regained all my lost weight and then some. Again, that probably isn't good enough to ensure confidence...but if my posts start sounding...eerily close to what you went through, please...just scream. Okay, all caps are probably as far as you can go...but you know what I mean right?

    I'll listen =)

    in the mean time, thanks for being so supportive and caring. there are times i feel completely disconnected with people around me, until moments like these pleasantly prop up.

    awesome possum =)

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