7.2.09

So totally stupid stuff....I forgot about this dinner thing with my mom's church that I was supposed to go to and help out with today. And I ended up eating because I needed energy and was so sleepy and weak, partly due to sleep deprivation, partly the fasting.
I had salad (not bad, and no dressing...) I had a vegan mushroom/rice patty thingy...and a tiny piece of this sesame flatbread stuff with hummus.
It was healthy and I ate very very little because my stomach always shrinks incredibly fast when I ..fast...lol......
But I am still a bit ticked and feel like I was sabotaged by unseen forces haha.....

Ughgh....oh well...

I found this new trident gum that strengthens enamel today, and bought it. I think I probably need it this day in age.....after years of bulimia and whatever else.

I am trying to comment on everybody's blogs but my internet connection is being super shitty tonight and keeps screwing stuff up, erasing stuff without posting, all that crap.

I exercised today, walked for about an hour and a half and ran around a LOT with my cousins kids as well. It was satisfying, I am sure I burnt off the stuff I ate today at least.

Thanks for the comments, everyone! Sorry to make another rather uninteresting post, but hopefully I'll be back in the game tomorrow, and not sleep deprived for ONCE in my damn life haha....bad habits more than anything are the cause of this, I won't lie....

If I think up anything I'll come back and post more. For now I think this is a sufficient update. I haven't weighed myself today and have a terrible aversion to it at the moment. I think its just this whole psychological thing of knowing I ate when I was supposed to be fasting and losing weight, etc.

2 comments:

  1. oooh gosh i need enamel strenghthening gum. i can just sand my teeth away by rubbing them together theyre so weak. i've basically resigned myself to having crowns put in one day now...

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  2. Oh man I love gum though. Not for the teeth thing cause I never did that stuff, but just because its like. good tasting, and it helps keep your mind off food and has barely any calories worth counting.

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