Starting over. As usual.

Hello !
I am re-starting the fast. Because I'm sick of not being able to actually do one. And I'm going to keep trying until I get it right.
End of story...lol

So, I didn't post cuz I was away for a while and didn't have really any time to spend online or an internet connection that was reliable...
But I want to start posting properly again AND losing some effing weight properly....
I am not giving up, and thanks to those encouraging me to keep going... :)

I really have nothing new or fantastic to say, life has been uneventful. No job still...this is common these days it seems....everyone I know is getting laid off, but I'm supposed to find a job? hmm..

There is basically 1/3 of the month left. I want to knock off 5 'real' pounds by March 1. I want to lose 15 pounds in March. Then 15 in April, and 10 in May. That will have me at 120.
After that I'll see where I want to go.

Yep, I wasted time and had to re-make my schedule of goals. Always freaking happens....
I stopped caring for so long, which maybe saved me, but I am making some serious changes now. I hope they'll be closer to healthier changes, but regardless, they will be effective.