I am 165. Down one pound. But that's likely only the absence of my usual amount of food lingering in my system, not 'real weight'.
It's a sign of things moving in the right direction I hope, anyhow.

I should also mention, I am 165lbs WITH all the food I've eaten today....
Maybe I'll be down another pound in the morning.

I don't feel terribly motivated to list everything I ate today, but it involved vegetables and popcorn which is good enough for now. I tried to fast when I woke up but I had to play music for a church event and felt like I'd pass out and fail to focus/perform if I didn't have some nutrition. Blast those days of responsibilites....:-P

Tomorrow there is a big gross church breakfast first thing in the morning and I am supposed to go with mom to help out but I am thinking of bailing because I doubt I'll be strong enough yet to deal with it all, the boredom, the abundance of food combined....etc etc....

I'm so hungry right now but it feels fabulous. I can tolerate hunger beautifully until I get a strong craving or feel too weak and fuzzled to function. Then I get extremely panicked that I won't be able to accomplish anything that day.
I never used to be like that. I don't know how I did it. I would go days with nothing, maybe an apple one evening, tons of water, maybe a bowl of watery soup, go to all my classes at school, all my other activities, and exercise like a maniac. I really don't know how it was possible, I'm so far away from how I used to be it seems insane.