5.2.09

What the shit.......

Seriously. I just went and weighed myself. I am 167. And the scale hasn't been broken or re-set or anything since my last weigh. And I'VE BEEN SICK AND LIVING ON TEA FOR F***'S SAKES!!!!!!!!!!

167?
WTF! wtfwtfwtf......what the fuck?!

aaaghghghhhhhhhhh

So, for anyone who may not have read past, that is one pound higher HIGHER than when I started.
What the shit is that all about...
I am on my period actually, but I never retain water usually, for that, and especially not when I'm drinking tea. Black and green.

Unbelievable. And I look so fat right now that I actually took a new body shot. Will post that as soon as I am done being too pissed to give a rat's ass.

6 comments:

  1. Hey girl.

    I know how you feel... I'm actually there RIGHT NOW. Well not in your house creeping you, but at the same weight.

    Its awful but you need to think positive..You have the power, you can do it. You're so much more special than the other girls because you WILL do it.

    *

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  2. Ohh I just read your comment! I am so happy. Haha, at least I'm not alone!

    I am 5'4. How about you?

    You can imagine though how awful it is to be short and then have all that weight. My boyfriend always tells me I'm a small girl trapped in a chubby girl's body, when I ask him what he thinks I should look like. Not saying that he thinks I need to lose weight, but I have a really tiny ass compared to the rest of my body. And he always thinks that ass belongs on a skinny chicks body LOL i agree, but because I think I'm a whale so.

    Honestly though, that you were once thin and went back to well..where we're at now, it just means that you do have the power to do it again. Just need to pull it back up! Can be done, can be done...Just hopefully this time when we get there, we stay there.

    We're in this together =D

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  3. Ahhh thanks for your comments....
    Or maybe I need to go back to your page and type that...
    I never know if people will see it when I say thanks lol

    You are certainly a motivating force.

    Haha, when you said 'not in your house creeping' I had an urge to look behind me at my closet and see some girl curled up peering around the door....

    I've got the imagination of a nutter when I'm tired and pissed at my fat like today :P
    Ahh..that sounded pretty stupid.

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  4. Omg. I'm 5'6. Can't believe I forgot that detail. I'll come post it at your blog later tho, in case you don't see this...

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  5. Thanks for your comment, Finnikki. I appreciate it more than anything.

    And welcome to the blog world!

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  6. I definitely saw it! went back just for it =D HAHA! I'm creepy now that I know we're similar.

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