I am absolutely horrendously burnt out and was SO busy all day....
But I had to drop in and report that I am down one pound - to 164.5
Ugh been there so many times now. When is it actually going to go down down down...under 160, under 150...
Why haven't I been able to control shit for sooooooooo long.....
Anyhow, have to pick up the pieces from somewhere, and be patient I guess.
Not like it was going to happen overnight, or anything; I knew that. But it's all the realizing that I keep going above, below, above, below this weight, keep hitting 160something over again and celebrating it like it was a huge step. No, it's just the norm now.
Ah well, could be worse. I could have shot back up into the 170s or something insane like that. Or gone back up to my high weight and then some, as the books all predict yo-yo dieting and imbalanced eating habits will cause...
Yeh. I'm too tired to be ranting coherently lol So I say goodnight now!
Hope you are all well and having slightly more successful days than mine haha
hey hey! thanks for the post...I just need to know that someone was listening so the fact that you read made me feel better. I can't express those feelings at home or with my friends here, but I would have exploded (and i threw a minor tantrum last week ugh...)...so I am glad that you wrote something. Someone's listening.
ReplyDeleteon that burned out feeeling...i loved it when I was at college. Walking and working all day with not much to eat, it was a sign of hard work and weight loss. so keep at it and good for you for getting so far!!! xxx